lottsafaith - stuff i write

Within the past few days, I’ve had two horrible nightmares that I remember vividly. Each time I woke up feeling so SCARED. Now I feel like I need an interpretation or a better understanding of why I’m having nightmares. My son has also been having the same type of dreams. What is God trying to show me/us?

I’ve also had this feeling . . like I need to have a prayer meeting at my house. Kinda like a water offering, you know . . to clean things up a bit. I need to schedule that. I miss prayer meetings, especially ones with my parents. Whoa, talk about miracles & stuff. I missed one while I was on vacation and my mom was telling me about all that happened. People were healed, a few got the gift of speaking in tongues, etc. Next time they come into town, a prayer meeting will most definitely be on the schedule & you’re invited . . . if you live close enough.

Yup, that’s all I got. Have an awesome day! God Bless.

<3

2011 wasn't the greatest year for me, neither was 2010. This year will be different. This year I will live by what God places in my heart. After reading countless devotions in my email that I purposely ignored the past few weeks & months . . . . I felt straight up convicted! I felt convicted because I knew all that, I was raised in church, I knew the scriptures, I felt God in my life, I felt Holy Spirit inside me, He spoke to me and I heard Him. Its sad that I drifted so far. That explains why I was struggling so much... family, finances, emotionally, etc. Everything bad that could happen, happened. This year will be different; I'm devoting more of my time and my family's time to get closer to God. I'm gonna quit questioning Him and I'm going to try and be patient.  

I'm finally taking my first biblical course in a few weeks. This will definitely ensure that I'm getting more knowledge of the bible. Definitely something I should have done long ago. Prayer, worship, and reading more of the Word is also something I will increase.

So here I go . . . pray for me. 

You know, I was thinking. A lot of us say things we really don't mean to say and shouldn't say, myself included. Our filtering system isn't what it should be. However the bible clearly states that we should keep our tongue from evil. Whatever evil we spew on a daily basis is possibly cursing others and ourselves, which in turn could slow down the roll God has for us. 

Keep your tongue from evil, and your lips from speaking deceit. Proverbs 34:13

I know I've been slacking on my reading, which to me was my accountability. Everything I read sunk into my soul, my brain, and my heart. So it was basically my filtering system. When we get too busy with life or if we are just plain out lazy, it can definitely affect the people around us as well as ourselves.

So if you have trouble spewing 'death' (arguing, gossiping, etc) I highly recommend taking sometime to read the book of Proverbs. It'll give you a few tips on how to live a good life, a godly life. It won't take much time out of your day. In fact, instead of reading over your 'timeline' on Twitter or your 'News Feed' on Facebook, replace that time with reading the bible. There are many apps for Androids and iPhone's today as well as Bible websites with reading plans, so there's absolutely no excuse to NOT read and better yourself.

A soft answer turns away wrath, But a harsh word stirs up anger. Proverbs 15:1

You know what fascinates me? How I can go on & on about what God has done for me. Lots of people are skeptics, but once a miracle happens in your life, there's no way you can deny God's awesomeness! Seriously! Can you explain how cancer disappears from someone's body without treatment? Or how a liver is completely replaced without surgery? Or how a cracked bone heals within a week ON ITS OWN? Yup, that usually leaves em' speechless. 

These miracles happened WITHIN my immediate family! ♥ Not stories I heard along the way!

Thank you Lord, for all your amazing doings in my life.

Your daughter,

Lena

I figured I'd write this since I've had so many people ask me what I thought about May 21st. Things like, "Are you ready for Jesus to return on May 21st?"  "Is the world really gonna end on May 21st?"  Personally I don't know, Jesus could come for His people on May 21st, He also could come for his people tomorrow or within the next 30 minutes or seconds. The question should be, Are you ready for His return? Are you ready for Him to snatch you up off this earth with the rest of His children? Or are you slowly getting ready for May 21st, the day you're absolutely sure you'll be ready for His return. Well the scriptures are definitely from the Lord and so many prophecies have been fulfilled in it. Read what it says in the Book of Matthew.

Matthew 24:36-41

But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, but My Father only.  But as the days of Noah were, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. For as in the days before the flood, they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, and did not know until the flood came and took them all away, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be.  Then two men will be in the field: one will be taken and the other left.  Two women will be grinding at the mill: one will be taken and the other left.  Watch therefore, for you do not know what hour your Lord is coming. But know this, that if the master of the house had known what hour the thief would come, he would have watched and not allowed his house to be broken into. Therefore you also be ready, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect.

There it is, it CLEARLY states that, “NO ONE knows, not even the Angels of HEAVEN, BUT My Father ONLY” And God is NOT a man that He can lie. It also says that He will come as a thief in the night. We all know that thieves come when we aren’t prepared, so He will come and NO ONE will know the date or the hour. So instead of getting all worked up because of May 21^st, start a REAL relationship with Jesus. Repent, ask Him into your heart, ask Him to change your ways, ask Him to give you His thoughts, and His words, and ask Him to lead you 24 hours a day, every day of the week.  

If the Lord should come, you don’t want to be left behind. You don’t want to be a part of all the chaos this world is going to endure. Its basically going to be Hell on earth! And you will think of all the opportunities you had to accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. I urge you now, from the bottom of my heart to accept Jesus as your Savior, turn your back on sin, and to live a life that will please the Father, only He can give you Eternal Life, after your life here on earth is over.  There are only 2 places you can go after your time is done here and that’s Heaven or Hell. The choice has always been yours. 

I pray that this touched your heart and your Spirit; I pray that the Lord will start an awesome work in you, God Bless!

<3 Lena

Oh my, its been quite a few months since I last posted anything.

I started this blog on July 7^th and I could not for the life of me finish it. It was too hard. L Here you go, 3 months later.

A while ago I wanted to call my grandpa to see how he was doing. Instead of dialing the house number, I dialed my Grandma’s cell. Her face came up on my phone and I couldn’t hang up… so I stayed on until I heard her voice. It made me cry and it made me miss her even more. I wondered what she was doing at that exact moment in Heaven. I even asked God to show me.  He hasn’t, but there’s always time. Which brings me to this:

On June 18^th my sisters and I went back to New Mexico because we were told that my grandma caught phenomena and she was expected to live for at least 24 hours. L We were there at the hospital with a lot of our family members and some friends. We prayed and prayed that God would heal Grandma, but that wasn’t His will for her life. He wanted to take her home the next day. She was finally going to meet her Father, the Father whom she followed and served most of her life. Right before she passed I was praying for her and I felt so strongly in my Spirit that God was going to take her home, but I didn’t want to feel that, I didn’t want Him to take her yet.  Then the Lord opened up my eyes spiritually and He showed me Angels…. Angels filled the entire room. They were waiting to take her home. I felt happy and sad at the same time. I was happy because she would NEVER feel pain again and I was sad because I wasn’t going to see her anymore. At least until I get to Heaven. I was afraid to tell everyone because we all wanted her to get better.

The doctor told us she wasn’t going to make it and that we should all say our goodbyes. So we crammed into the room, everyone hugged her and kissed her, said what they had to say. Then my dad started praying in tongues and Holy Spirit filled the room. The Lord spoke through my dad, (interpretation) He said a lot of things, mostly encouraging the family to forgive, forget, and to surrender their life to Jesus and at the exact moment the Lord said, “I’m taking her now, she’s right here in my arms.” Her heart stopped. She was on her way to Heaven. Of course we were all sad that she wasn’t with us here on earth anymore but we were also happy that she finished her race and she was finally with Jesus. After we left her room we all sat in the waiting room and I was thinking about what I had seen and just then my parents were on the phone with my pastor. He said that on his way into Gallup to pray for my Grandma he seen many Angels going back up into the sky right around the time my Grandma passed. So I told them what the Lord had showed me and it just goes to show how AWESOME my God is. That’s right, CONFIRMATION!!! He confirmed what I seen and what Pastor Sammie had seen.  J 

My Grandma was a pastor’s wife for many years until they both retired a few years ago. She loved the Lord with all her heart and she made sure that her grandchildren, my siblings and I knew God.  Most of my childhood memories involve her: taking us to Bible camps, camp meetings at our church, playing Volleyball, Children’s church, all the fun games we used to play, my sister and I singing, my Grandma singing in Navajo, my Daddy playing the guitar for us and all the times she used to scratch my back in church. Lol… She used to make us a homemade breakfast burrito every morning with fresh tortillas before taking us to the bus stop. She always took us to the bus stop, everyday. And she always gave us money for lunch at school, chips & a soda. J She even helped raise Josiah & Alicia when I was in college. She was the best Grandma anyone could ask for, I miss her so much.

Romans 14:8-9

If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord. For this very reason, Christ died and returned to life so that he might be the Lord of both the dead and the living.

One day our life on earth will come to an end. Which place do you think you will go: Heaven or Hell? Its your choice so choose wisely for it will be your life for ETERNITY! Get right with God before its too late.

I’ll see you in Heaven Grandma, I love you!

In Loving Memory of my Beautiful Grandma 

Cecelia M. Yazzie 

September 27, 1927 – June 19, 2010 

God saw you were getting tired,

and a cure was not to be.

So He put His arms around you,

and whispered, "Come go with Me."

With tearful eyes we watched you suffer,

and saw you fade away.

Although we loved you dearly,

we could not make you stay.

A golden heart stopped beating,

hard working hands to rest.

God broke our hearts to prove,

He only takes the best.

It's lonesome without you.

We miss you more each day.

Life doesn't seem the same,

since you have gone away.

When days are sad and lonely,

we seem to hear you whisper,

"Cheer up and carry on."

Each time we seen your picture,

You seem to smile and say,

"Don't cry, I'm in God's Hands,

we'll meet again someday!"  

Beckah Shae's "LIFE" album unifies the modern day sound with spiritual vocal relevancy leaving the listener engaged with every note. The album uplifts and creates an atmosphere of abundance to the very life we live while breathing the essence of love throughout each track. Sure to capture your memory with driving beats and fresh melodies, Beckah Shae demands and declares Love In Full Effect!

Love In Full Effect
My desire is to see this music, save people, literally. People are dying every day, from sickness, disease, and malnourishment. They are dying from sin, hate and unforgiveness. They are dying from suicide, and abortion. They are dying to know they are loved and valued. They are dying to fight and to surrender to choose a truth that will satisfy and fufill their hope for a future. I want these songs to shout to the world the Full Effect of Gods Love in my Life! May His word breathe through me to bring the lost home, raise the dry bones, give hope to the hopeless, fill the empty to overflow, feed the hungry and stir up change! It is time to Celebrate and Declare LIFE! There is a better way! Yeshua Ha’ Mashiach is His name!!  

"I have come to give you LIFE and LIFE more abundantly." John 10:10

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